Surrendering

I don't like to give up control. I very much like to be in charge of every moment, and that became evident once again today.

My husband and I got into an argument today about - what else - money. We just received our tax refund and we were deciding how to split up the money. It wasn't going well. He had specific plans and I had mine that pulled us in different directions. As we verbally wrestled, trying to tug the other into the pit of compliance, I realized that we weren't working together. 

We were both trying to lead when we only have one Leader, and neither of us qualify for that position. He is gone now and we haven't come to a conclusion, however, I am going to back up and suggest we pray about it. We need to give God control, because he is much wiser than the both of us. Provebs 3:6 says, "In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." I am fighting my husband, and as we circle each other, we go nowhere. If we give God control, he will lead us to His glory.

God be with us today and give us insight as to your will. Show us how you want us to live and how we are to act in your example. Give us the power not to act instinctively with harsh words and snide remarks, but let us turn to you and ask you advice at every turn. Thank you for all of you grace and blessings. Forgive us for our sins. In Jesus' name, Amen.